I aM aLiVe! YaHoO

Hi everyone I just wanted to give an update and let ya'll know that I am okay, they actually didn't find anything, non fuid in the tube and no cist! Which is GREAT! except they found nothing wrong... the doctor said everything looked Perfect down there! They also founnd no endometreosis, so next step is either lactos and tolerant or siliacs disease.... so we go on a diet to see which is which! all in all I got surgery for nothing I have been in a lot of pain which is awful! Eric has been SO wonderful to me, he bought me some flowers and has been taking care of me, I got so sick last night and threw up for like 3 hours which was awful as well. I had to go to the emergency room it was so bad, ugh! but I am doing better now.... Eric has been so worried about this but now I am sure he feels a lot better as well as my mother does! I have just been sleeping for all of today except now, erics brother anthony is going to come over and do my hair haha I am pretty helpless! anywho I just wanted to let everyone know I am okay! have a wonderful day!

xoxo Tonya and Eric

Scary surgery and in the need of Words of Encouragment!

I am not going to lie I am super nervous and scared... I am having my right fallopian tube taken out on the 28th bc there is fluid in it and if that fluid leaks into my uterus I will not be able to have kids, they take it out so that you can have kids.... but if anything goes wrong with my left fallopian tube I will yet again not be able to have kids naturally.. hopefully this is the cause of all the pain that I have been having everyday but I am not hopeful that it is the cause of all the pain, only the lower pain.... I just wanted to vent for a minute my surgery is on the 28th ans I could really use some encouraging words from the family, I have been trying to not be so nervous but I want children more than anything and so does Eric and last night we were talking and I just got really scared... so sitting in my room now, alone bc Eric is at work, I am hysterically bawling... I am trying so hard not to worry that something is going to go wrong but its hard so can everyone please just say a prayer for me, I could really use the extra ones! I love you all so much and miss seeing everyone!
Oh and on a happy HAPPY note, Eric proposed, I told Katie I was going to post this but I kept forgetting to do it or was too lazy! We are too broke or we would get married this fall, so plan on next year sometime, maybe August?! love you all!

xoxo Tonya and Eric